thanksgiving time! i`m at austin`s house & joyce says hi. no1 noes me, i'm stephie's cuzin.

anywho, i am thankful for many many things. i am thankful for God, Jesus, church, friends & family, and all that jazz (: that`s mrs coward`s word. anywhooo the following is a bunch of thanksgivings & such.

hannah lee -- aww geez. i love you hannah. i met you cus of ASHLEY not NICOLE got it ? hahah anywho thanks for always being there and letting me yell at you when i`m mad at you know who and for keeping my secret about uh yeah and not telling him i owe you for that (: and i don`t know why the heck you think me & austin look good together cus that`s downright nasty. we are RELATED you frool xD thanks for helping me thru everything, especially the camp thing .. dang .. 3 hours straight of crying wednesday night .. thanks girlie, you`re the best. anywho i dont have much time on this comp so yea i love you! and happy bday, my poem was stupid (:

melanie loh -- gosh you funny gall. you`re so awesome. sometimes we`re distant & sometimes we`re not, but every time we get closer it`s like HAYL YEAH! thanks for just helping me thru that thing i said on hannah`s .. you`re seriously the coolest person on earth [next to jensen xD] i love you!

jackie louie -- you funny gal. you`re always able to make me laugh & smile no matter what drama happened in the day. you`re really encouraging .. thanks for helping me spiritually, jacks. you are awesome.

ashley yuan -- AHH you`re so random!! randomness is coolness do you not agree ? (: thanks for always telling me something, anything, to make me smile whenever i`m down. i lava you

ashley chow -- hahha K! dangg that plan to get stuff outta that boy never worked. oh well, you`re still cool xD mmhmm yep stay cool you cool person.

andge gee -- relient k grl (: you are soo random. thanks for just being so out there & not afraid to hide stuff. sorry about what happened at camp .. i`m glad it`s all over. i love you andge!

valerie ky -- you are downright understanding. thanks for giving me really useful advice, not just random crap like other people say to try to make me feel better, even though it just makes me feel worse. thanks for just yeah. you are soo cool & i dunno where i`d be without your really usefulness. thanks!

victoria lee -- all i have to say is: you`re in denial & i`m gonna prove you WRONG about youknowwho. just watch me you are going to DIE!

rosa chung -- MY SESAME STREET BUDDY!!!! YOU ARE SO COOL!! oh don`t forget to show me the picture (: i`m gonna keep reminding you until you dooooooo!

keenan tong -- you pedophile xD thanks for helping me. that`s all i can say without going into detail, which i will not. (:

ethan fung -- my dropmyboba buddy (: hahah thanks for helping me with my dilemma at camp. i owe you big [and 1.25 for the icee, thanks muchos] for that. ethan is hardcore coolness

jonny thang -- you are a funny random weirdo kiddo. you make me laugh. you are cool. you are loved by me! (:

austin quan -- thanks for the guitar stuff. i owe you. yep i don`t think you`re gonna read this but what the heck, thanks.

chris wong -- thanks for teaching me what wisdom teeth are! (:

marty fong -- you have issues .. hahah thanks for making me laugh with your weirdness & attempts at hitting on me. you are so weird, marty fong. hahah and don`t you ever do what you did to me 2 years ago at camp or i will never talk to you ever again.

jensen hu -- ahhhhhhh my cooleristerdestfullest budday!! heck yeah you freaking rock my world, oh mind-reading best friend of mine! hahah you`re so awesome .. understanding & funny & innocent & all this other stuff packaged into one. thanks for being there & making me laugh! (: hahah "jensen your eyes are wannnndering!" xD naww i`m kiddin`. i betchu the next time we go, they`ll be hangin` around their little trash can clubhouse hahahha SHINY PENNY!!!! it`s taped to the front of my planner yanno xD you`re so cool! i love you jensen! oh & your bday present`s coming, still deciding what to get you that is worthy of your coolness (:

wow, if you actually read all this .. you have too much time on your hands. later days, kiddos!

wow . looking at my subscription list, i don`t even know half the people i subscribed to .. who`s been messin` with my list ?? anyway . i`m over at austin`s house again . dangg i miss camp .. good times . sighh . can`t wait until next year . i`ll be goin` nuts as usual x] but yeah, camp is THE best time of the whole year .

it`s weird, everyone`s just so much closer to God up there . but when we get back down to LA, the closeness fades away, and only a few people are left living with a passion . it has become my resolution to keep the fire alive . care to join me ? x]

anyway, just some personal notes to some people .

valerie -- don`t worry hun, i`m always always always here for you . just lean on God, always trust Him . He`s never gonna leave you or stab you in the back, even if people this side of heaven do<3

and to hanz mel andge jackie ashley victoria etc, I LOVE YOU GUYS !! you too felicia x] you guys always make me smile, always brightening my day . i love you guys .

hannah, you always have some joke [[ usually a pervy one xDD ]] to make me laugh, even if it`s about me & ****** getting it on >< that was GROSS . and no we`re not cute

melanie, you are just so funny x] okay yeahh i dunno whatta say cus i haven`t talked to you in awhile but yeahh

andge, you random buddy of mine (: RELIENT K CD COMING OUT NOVEMBER 2 !! okay i`m done x]

jackie, you coolesteristest bodday o` mine x] you always make me smile . especially with the whole donald duck thing LOL and NO andrea gee, not your ducky . he`s fugly thank you very much . you`re so cool, and no he doesn`t like me because that`s just NASTY

alright i`m short on time . I LAHV YOU GUYS

-- steph

alright everyone, everythang`s alright with everyone mostly now, so no more worrying, yeah ? thanks muchos (: and thanks mellohneeee for posting this cus my computorr has gone screwy . and yes i know everybody, i`m getting a site for all my camp pictures . what the heck, i`ll put up the association drill pictures too ? LOL x] anywho . thanks to cabins _a&b . you guys are freaking awesome . i lahva you !! x] and thankoos to ethan marty chris & the other guys . you guys are so cool . hehehe love you guysso muchies ! don`t worry, i`m always here for ya . and everyone else, just be real to yourself . don`t pretend to be who you aren`t, because it just screws everything up . and not only does it screw it all up, it makes you look like a freaking wannabe in front of everyone (: okay i think i`m done, i love you guys

Stephanie Lee wanted me to post this. Read it, Eat it, Learn it. Haha. Well, take this in with consideration:

miss andrea gee : what the heck is your problem ?? taking out all your life-problem stresses out on people that don`t deserve it . that is so gay . and i`ve been thinking about this more than you think . and you know what ? i`ve realized that your yelling & bitchin` at me & everyone else on my side for no freaking reason isn`t because of them or me . it`s because of you and your stress problems . all you want is someone to hurt like you . you want to share what you`ve been thru . but guess what ? keep up this crappy attitude you`re giving to everybody and go on pretending like you`re right when you`re not isn`t going to help you . you like to think you`re never wrong . but you are . in case no one else has told you this, you`re so completely consumed in believing the lies you made up yourself that you`re not realizing that you`re wrong . or maybe i`m wrong about that . maybe it`s that you DO realize that you`re wrong, you`re just too stubborn to admit it .

"steph lee i do not know you but andrea said that sh** A LONG TIME AGO!" wow. amazing how people are so completely fucked up inside and nobody discovers what they really are until we see what idiots they turn out to be in the end, hmm ? "if you want peace why do you bring all this crap up now?" who said i want peace ? all i want is for you and andrea gee to shut the freak up and stop givin` everyone this bull . i don`t want to be andrea gee`s friend again . hmm, i wonder why .. *sarcasm*

even if i DID want peace, which don`t necessarily want, one, it`s impossible to truly have peace with andrea gee, for reasons that are quite obvious, and two, this is quite definitely beyond the point of reconiliation . duh . and do i care ? NO . i`d rather be all alone than have to pretend to be her friend when she`s not worth my time if she does this to people and doesn`t even regret it . that`s just gay . and bring up what crap ? um, hello, first of all i don`t necessarily want peace, i just want this crap to end and two, what crap ? are you talking about the truth about andrea gee ?

"i have a damn right cold heart. never really felt warmth in there." yeah, we all noticed that you have no warmth, andrea gee . so much for seeing what change the love of Jesus Christ has done in your life, hmm ? don`t take it out on other people, because that`s just fucked up . "God would you just shut the hell up for one fucking second ?!" wow, that`s some damn straight hypocrisy right there . why won`t you ? GOD . "i've stoped talking about this shit but obviously you haven't" don`t lie . "you were the person giving me the fucking stare's." you`re attempting to deceive yourself once again, andrea gee .

"when your talking about the hypocrites up there and then you name all them people that you <3 or whatever you best take melanie loh out cause she's a hypocrite" WHAT THE FUCK ? i don`t you know what the hell you`re talking about . melanie loh is not a hypocrite, you retard . "anyone who's pissed at me cause of the "hell" i'm putting stephanie lee though can j ust kiss my fat ass, and go to hell" psh . even if they were to go to hell for pissed pissed off because of all the crap you`re making all of us go through [[ don`t put quotes around that, because it truly is hell ]], they`d see you in the deepest depths of the fire . but of course, they`re not going to hell .. but YOU are !! so have fun crashin` & burnin` for eternity, andrea gee </3

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*Gag*!! I hate this. But this is whats left.

Miss Stephanie asked me to post this: (Read it for your own safety)

okay monique wanted me to post this up for her . and no i wasn`t talkin` smack bout people . xangas are open to the public, you know . everybody has access to them

I dont really know any of the walnut people and i know thats my loss. anyway i just wanted to say that steph is having a hard time and she(and the rest of us)should not have to put up with this nonsense. why is all this junk going on???i am getting so tired of this DRAMA CRAP !!! why are you guys fighting like little kids? shooting bad remarks at each other arent going to help the situation, so GROW UP. when will this blow over? never?? ya, right. this is the thing that youre going to look back on when youre seventy and wrinkled and youre going to say "i was so stupid" with age comes wisdom ya? hah not necessarily. here we are fighting at ** like were five. whatever. i just hope this thing blows over. (im not trying to pick a fight but,) a ndrea gee, think about that.

to miss andrea gee : okay you know how you say "none of you people know what the hell i'm going through right now" . well guess what ??? SAME HERE . yes i`m serious . you have NO idea what the heck i`ve been going through and what i`m still going thru . so just a little teeny weeny itty bitty question for you to ponder : why did you cause more turmoil in your life when there`s already enough in it ? and what do you mean, "what the heck were you talking about up there stephanie lee ?" i dunno which part you`re talkin` bout, so go ahead & point it out . most likely, i was talking about you . what else would i be talking about ?? "stop giving me these freaking stare's." what friggin` stares ?? what, are you insinuating that i was giving YOU stares ?? ahem ahem, i was not . if there was anyone givin` anyone else stares, it was you, giving glares to ME .

"i actually go up to them and ask if i can take a picture then i do." and what do you know, i did that too . you were never around to see . go ahead & ask monique about me letting her use my camera, or taking stalker pictures for her . go ahead & ask her . you know her sn . she`s a real person . so go for it . "i don't hide in a corner and then take picture's from afar." those stalker pictures i took . most of them were for YOU, andrea gee . that was for you . when i thought you were my friend . but i found out otherwise, now didn`t i ? ugh . i dunno why the heck i wasted my time on something that didn`t last .

"wooh, i read steph's thing to melanie loh and thanks steph. now i'm pissed off at everyone!" um, EXCUSE ME !! andrea gee, i do not control who you get pissed off at . being mad at whoever you`re mad at, for whatever reasons you have, is not because of me . i do not control who you get mad at . that`s YOUR department . i have nothing to do with it . you can be mad at whoever you want, but i did not do anything to make you do that . so don`t say that your anger management issues are my fault, because guess what ?? they`re not . and if you don`t regret anything you`ve done to me, you have a colder heart than i thought anyone could ever have . you have some serious issues, andrea gee . "go ahead and be ticked off at me." i don`t need your permission . i don`t need you to tell me to go ahead & be pissed off at you . because you know what ? i have justification to be mad at you . "ha just like last yr. i'm debating if i should go to camp. i mean it'd be great for me to just clear my head but i've have to hang out with people i dont really feel like talking to...</3" i`m thinking that it would be better for both of us and for everyone else if maybe you didn`t go . just a thought . you already signed up, but i don`t know if you have to go . but maybe if you didn`t go, or maybe if you apologized or maybe tried to be a little bit more humane to others, a heck of a lotta tension would disappear, don`t you think ?

something for all the idiotic hypocrites out there to think about & please try to act on : i hate hypocrites . so either stop being one, or simply shut the freak up & stop making peoples` lives miserable . notice how i didn`t use a name . that was generalized . so i don`t want someone commenting and yelling at me for calling them a hypocrite . because i just wanna let everyone out there to check themselves and make sure that they, themselves, aren`t being hypocritical . hypocrisy screws up the world . so please, don`t be a hypocrite . i`ll have to KILL you .

thanks for always being there, always helping me thru the bull life`s throwin` at me : v&v, glorr, emme, monique, melanie, hannah, jackie, marty, and rosa . loveyoulots<3